Blasphemy!

Why would that be

2010-01-01T06:15:00.000-08:00

I just read through my blog posts. including ghosts of blog-posts past that have remained as half-finished drafts and those posts that have disappeared into an invisible background. Yes every single one. Because I am sad and bored. Somehow I'm surprised. There are just a few things that have changed since January 2008.The posts have become progressively less frequent (in fact I do believe I

01.01.10

2010-01-01T04:56:00.000-08:00

It's day one of the new year. A new decade. A new life for those of us who just finished 13 years of schooling.and I feel shit.Right now I feel like what it must feel like to be dumped. or to catch your boyfriend cheating on you with three other girls.It's not just the extreme despair and disappointment of finding out that someone who you thought you could always trust is no longer there by your

2009-03-15T01:36:00.001-07:00

I want to get out of hereand danceand play the guitarand light a fire and sleep in a tentand not have to study

such uncleanliness

2009-01-24T03:15:00.000-08:00

"I feel unclean".The statement was exclaimed to me the other day by a friend trying to describe (and I quote), a feeling, not dissimilar to "having [your] manhood slowly drained right out of your balls 'til they've shrunken to the size of peanuts". Funnily enough, this was provoked by my suggestion to read Twilight (the book) before watching Twilight (the movie)...Which he did in a night.

Why MSN is EVIL

2009-01-20T03:11:00.000-08:00

1. it's a drug. a DRUG i say!--- muuuusssst have morrreee.2. Msn nicks are deceiving--- anyone who goes by the alias "gL0oMy i3eaR" has got to be dodgy.3. Dps are LAME--- there are 3 types of display picture: type a) the "hey-look-it's-an-artistic-photo-that-i-may-or-may-not-have-taken" pic type b) the "i-just-want-to-flaunt-my-boobs-to-get-guys" pic type c) the "i-totally-stole-this-cartoon/

Fa la la la la

2008-12-13T19:59:00.000-08:00

2008-12-10T01:00:00.000-08:00

Edward Cullen get out of my head!

2008-11-24T02:53:00.000-08:00

*Sob****Let me just say that I NEVER usually use gay asian asterisks as quote marks to express my feeling however I can't seem to find any other way of saying it. (and after a day of debating workshop expressing myself shouldn't be such a hard task)so yes. *sob*PS [ read on if you want hear why i am sad and piss off if you don't give a phat patooty about it all]great. now I've scared any readers

A List

2008-11-14T02:48:00.001-08:00

I've been holding this out for a long time. BUT I've got to say, the wait is so so worth it!Now I can finally say FREEDOM IS HERE~! and I Damn well Bloody deserve every second of it.So for the next 9 weeks I vow to absolutely make every minute of it count and I'm pretty sure the list of my random things to do isn't going to get shorter any time soon:1. BlOG2. Bake some nice nice cakes.Mmmm ..

R&B - Really damn Bummy

2008-10-03T04:31:00.001-07:00

I had an epiphany the other day and it was during a pretty ordinary moment while I was chilling out on the bus trip home letting random shuffle on my iPod bring to my ears the bliss of all the different music genres.Rock. Indie. Hip Hop. House. Dance. Disney. R&B.(yes i do consider *disney* a genre because i would say it takes up about as much memory on my Pod as any other type of song)And as

oh How I hate Facebook

2008-09-19T03:07:00.000-07:00

So about two hours ago I logged onto facebook abcolutely determined to deactivate/delete my account. Why? because I'm not the sort of person who a) enjoys spending time browsing through other people's photos or loading virtual "bumper sticker" applications so that I can stick a sticker onto a friend's virtual bumper window or searching the world wide web to find any friend or non-friend or

"I see trees of green..."

2008-09-05T23:21:00.000-07:00

I made a another batch of my pretty fantabulous rainbow cupcakes yesterday and as I was stirring in the choco chips an epiphany of sorts hit me.The cupcake batter was pretty mundane looking as a big yellow mush in a bowl,but after it was split into little bowls and coloured, one couldn't help but look at the mush which was now pink, blue and yellow and grin (or maybe that's just me).After they

DEfrumped

2008-08-27T01:39:00.000-07:00

I’m happy today;But I’m sure it won’t last.Today I am glad,‘Cause my sad times have passed.It’s funny how whenYou’re down in the dumpsEven the prettiest thing,Can give you the grumps.When times get you down,You might find it tough,To differentiate from,The good things and the rough,Isn’t it odd, thatLike a flick of a switch;A ladder can fallBringing you out of that ditch?So I’m happy today,My

RANT

2008-08-25T01:59:00.001-07:00

I'm writing a post and making it snappy (because I have issues work to do - arrghh crap)Don't you hate it when someone, like a person who you've never been friends with , or maybe someone you only just met, or someone who you've never even met before,, goes out to find dirt about you. Actually, that's not the thing that bugs me, it's when someone finds out dirt about you ; talking to your friends

Where does the good go?

2008-08-12T00:54:00.001-07:00

To whoever put the rainbow above my house as I was walking home ~ Thankyou, it brightened up my week. =)

Spontaneousness

2008-08-11T02:51:00.000-07:00

picked this one up from my dearest postsecretsFunny how it applies perfectly to a large extent of my life.How sad.Well sometimes i feel that iPod shuffle really is the most spontaneous thing in my lifeThat and me and lin dropping a pen on the teahouse menu in order to pick our flavour of bubbletea. [it came out honey flavoured btw]

The Good Ol Days

2008-08-01T00:03:00.000-07:00

A bit of sugar for your visual tastebuds :)

mind shit

2008-07-31T23:43:00.001-07:00

I've decided that I no longer like the new sexy look of my blogspot. It's too... boring?. dull? not eyecatching enough. Not saying I want exploding rainbows and pulsating banners, but maybe it needs an amendment to get this place lookig more.... me.But as I have just come out of a period of two weeks dedicated to one thing, that of which was not school work, it means that I have two weeks of

I will not use the word "I" in this post...

2008-07-18T05:09:00.000-07:00

Didn't a certain someone say atthe very start of this blog that it wouldn't turn into a personal diary? and that there would be some effort to make the entries insightful, interesting at the least?woops. This is my theory about people:People who are the *agressive* type of people are said to constantly push their point of view. Without regard for others they not admit defeat despite all the angst

I bite my fingernails

2008-07-09T00:19:00.000-07:00

I bite my fingernails. It's a habit.My sister goes to me; "don't you get grossed out by the black shit under your fingernails when you bite them?"My reply: "No, because I don't have any fingernails for there to be black shit underneath!"

Serendipity

2008-07-05T04:38:00.000-07:00

Serendipity - A fortunate accidentSometimes I wish that life was controlled by fate. That day to day episodes were mere postcards which make up the complete collage, predestined happenings. That it's all layed out there for us to follow.I'm a terrible decision maker. Possibly the most indecisive person in the world (so I've been told), and so it is not suprising that the idea of a predestined

A Movie Script Ending

2008-07-04T06:29:00.000-07:00

A friend of mine the other day said to me "I'm going to write a book about my life.""Wow" was my reply, "Actually, I used to want to do exactly the same thing""And then make a movie from the book..."That was until I realised how egotistical it would appear if I actually did. Plus, my writing skills aren't anything I'd try and sell.In fact, I think the only reason for my longing to make a movie

appear offline

2008-06-27T21:57:00.001-07:00

darn

2008-06-21T06:28:00.001-07:00

asian boys. aihyah

2008-06-17T04:47:00.000-07:00

i've got to get this incident down so i never forget it.My sister is currently having boy troubles with an asian boy *shock horror!* and, in pure desperation - or maybe just for amusement and because she is the type of person who would do this, she went to dear ol' dad for advice.K: "dad, Tell me about asian boys"D: "YEs,, I kno lots about asian boys. Take a seat. Well what do you wanna know ey?"

2008-06-02T04:32:00.000-07:00

2008-03-19T01:07:00.000-07:00

Pfft. You thinks that all your problems will be solved by distancing yourself from reality. Take it from me, my friend, denial is the wrong road. Inevitebly, shit will happen. And it's not really about you saving your poor damaged soul and turning your back on other people. What happened to all that talk about betrayal? Maybe you're not the person I thought. Maybe you just have to learn this

2008-03-18T01:46:00.000-07:00

I know I can be careless at times. And I know that I made a mistake by now watching my steps more carefully today. But you saw what happened. Please, God, can you give me this chance for once and I will NOT screw around with it again. I promise. I am sorry for what I have done. And can't you see that I am trying my hardest? I don't know what I am doing wrong in every other aspect so please, God,

friend

2008-03-17T00:52:00.001-07:00